Wearing sunglasses at the gym.

Three months ago, I started randomly wearing sunglasses at the gym.

Back in 2021, a long-distance old flame took it upon herself to give me a wardrobe intervention. I was a nearly broke boy wearing ill-fitting jeans and old raggedy graphic tees with little holes in them. We made an Amazon shopping list for me full of stylish casual clothes titled “Mandatory Glow-up.” This list included a nice pair of sunglasses she insisted I purchase for my trip to her home state.

I ended up never wearing them and eventually misplaced them. I wasn’t in a rush to find them for obvious reasons.

While tidying up in preparation for moving out from my mom’s duplex, I found them after two years. The September equinox had just passed. A slow autumn over darker days was ahead of me. I was scratching my head over what I could possibly need sunglasses for.

Then, it hit me.

I thought back to a post from the LifeProTips subreddit asking “What items can I carry to make life a little sillier?”

Some of my favorite responses were:

  • Clown nose kept in the glovebox to wear during traffic jams

  • Business card saying “otherwise” to pull out after saying “I’ve got something here that says otherwise”

  • Tiny harmonica keychain

At the time, my powerlifting journey had started giving me daily anxiety. The heavier the weight, the higher the risk of injury. A successful gym session means I have to do it all again but even heavier the next week. A failed gym session means I get a bout of body dysmorphia for a couple of days as I contemplate whether eating four to five thousand calories a day and gaining all this weight was worth it.

I needed something to break past the mental plateau. I needed a curveball to be thrown. I needed the monotony of my weekly lifts to be shaken up. I needed something.

And that something was a pair of sunglasses.

I arrived at the gym, threw back my pre-workout, warmed up, and shyly looked around at everyone else in the powerlifting room as I worked up the courage for my silly little adventure.

Then, I thought “Even if someone has a problem with it, what are they gonna do about it? What can they do about it? Absolutely nothing.”

I slipped them on and had one of the best workouts to date.

There’s honestly nothing funnier than a joke that’s only meant for you. All the anxiety of lifting was gone, from the risk of injury from heavy weight to the self-imposed standards of strength causing a daily fear of failure. I couldn’t take anything seriously with sunglasses on and I was having so much fun at the gym for the first time in a long time.

Two good friends arrived while I was on one knee, twisting a knob of my tripod to lock it into place, and angling my phone just right so I can capture my new max-effort deadlift, all while wearing sunglasses. They immediately asked, “Uh, what’s with the shades?”

I responded with “Gotta shock the body,” referring to a famous clip of Arnold Schwarzenegger explaining how you have to catch your body’s stagnation off guard with workout variations to promote muscle growth.

I deadlifted 495 for two reps, got my friends in the video, slapped “I Want It That Way” by Backstreet Boys over it, threw it onto my Instagram, and called it a successful day.

Randomly throwing on a pair of sunglasses has become a weekly puzzle prompting gym regulars to ask me what’s going on. Here are some of my fun ways to respond:

  • “It’s bright outside.”

  • “I can’t let you see the way you make me feel.”

  • “You’ve never heard of shaded squats?”

  • “I’m kind of a big deal.”

  • “All the fine-ass people in here are way too distracting.”

And my absolute favorite: “I have a confession. I can’t see shit in these.”

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